
Turn back in time to heal my broken heart,
Give back my teenage years I missed out on,
I think about you and how you’re gone,
I lost you and didn’t know where to start,
Yet so little, you were my other part,
It’s too late now, and losing you is forgone,
I wish I could have heard your first little yawn,
Losing you, took my heart and tore it apart.
Memories of you remain today and always will,
I put my trust in God knowing that he is raising and loving you,
But still the thought of the day May 30th gives me a cold chill,
Knowing that you would have already been two,
Oh how it makes me feel so ill,
Why I had to lose you, I don’t know, I just wish I knew.
Miss Marilyn Monroe,
Decided to stoop very low,
She popped a pill,
Which made her very ill.
There once was a young girl from Adair,
Who loved the smell of fresh air,
She ran around,
Before she fell to the ground,
While thinking how much she hated Adair.
There once was a boy that could pitch real fast,
That has had an excellent past,
His mom yelled down the hall,
That he had a call,
MU wanted him to pitch at last.
There once was a girl with a broken heart,
That was once torn apart,
But then a boy walked in,
With a handsome grin,
And healed her broken heart.
There once was a girl named Kelsey,
Which Debra called her
She just turned and glared,
And then Debra stared,
But I know her real name is Kelsey.
Relationships
Loving, laughing, living, listening,
Hugs, help, heal,
Complicated, confused, cruel, crying,
Hurt, heartache, hate.
On The Field
Swinging, stealing, sliding, softball,
Hit, run, score,
Catch, throw, stretch, out,
Seventh, win, celebrate.
World Peace
Peace, love, happiness, forever,
Hope, lend, heal,
Equal-ness, caring, always, help,
Cruelty, around, everywhere.
Just one more family gone,
Just one more time I have to say good-bye and I really don't know why,
Was it something I did or was it something I said,
And then I finally stop and think, No it wasn't me,
It was you.
Every family you have, you end up tearing apart,
So I have finally realized, you don't deserve to have a family,
And you desereve to be lonely.
Twinkling stars above,
While lying with you tonight,
In your arms all night.
Clouds of cotton fly,
The color of peaceful white,
Swimming all day long.
Summer blazing hot
Taking trips to the hot beach
Swimming all day long.
Daddy,
Your suppose to be my protective wall.
Your suppose to protect me and love me,
Not hurt me and break me.
One to many times, you’ve torn my family apart.
Each and every time, it breaks me even more.
Daddy,
You wonder why I wont answer when you call,
It’s sad I can’t even stand to hear you voice at all anymore.
It hurts Daddy, it really does. To act like I don’t even care.
Daddy,
So many, too many nights I have cried myself to sleep
wondering if your ok, or if your even going to return home.
But I’m sorry Daddy, I can’t anymore.
Whitley-
Shy at times, bubbly and happy,
Step sister to Brett and Tyler,
Sister of Lyndsey,
I love my family, friends, and God,
Aunt to Brynden,
Girlfriend to a
I fear losing my family and friends,
I have to have tanning and texting in my life,
My whole life I’ve been taken from one parent and then returned to the other.
I love my dog
My friends help me make it through each day.
Sandretto
I sing of our very last loving moments together,
Your smile, your touch, your eyes that looked like an ocean wave.
You had me from when we said hello,
Until you decided to say good bye.
I sing of the day you told me your gone.
The shock, the startle that came to my mind.
You left me empty and weak,
Wondering where I should go from here.
You were my life, my love,
The one I was suppose to be with forever.
I sing of the feeling I felt when I finally knew it was over.
The hurt, the pain, the feeling of nothing.
Everything is gone,
And I don’t know where I should go now.
I sing of our break up that left me crying out for you.
I’m lonely and scared… I can’t get you off my mind.
I sing of how much I still miss you.
Cute, tiny
Plays, sleeps, cuddles
Cutest thing ever,
Dog
Dad
Heartbreaker, immature
Hurts, yells, separates
Is not trustworthy
Father
Cody
Athletic, charming
Comforts, helps, pitches
He is very nice
Boyfriend
Life
Unfair, vicious
Teaches, tortures, gives
It is never fair,
People
Is it time to move on, or should I still hold on?
For over a year all I’ve been doing is trying to prove myself
To someone that doesn’t care,
So is it time to move on?
You say you cared and would always love me,
But why didn’t you show me when you had me?
You were never there when I cried for you to be here,
I held of tight,
Afraid for you to ever leave my side,
But I knew you didn’t care when you were beside me.
You just didn’t care.
You said horrible things that could never be forgotten,
So that’s why I know it’s time for me to go on,
And for you to finally be forgotten.
Why, why did I lose you?
You grew in me,
You were a part of me.
I know I was young and still making mistakes, but you changed me.
I was ready to take on the challenge of raising you,
And forget all about me,
Why, why did I lose you?
Still today, I’ve never forgotten you,
And I still wonder why, why did you have to leave me?
For the little time you were with me,
I came to love you and always will,
Even though we actually never got to meet, but you were still a part of me.
Why, why did I lose you?
Grandma Ern is like a bright flower,
When I’m sad and down,
My grandma always knows what to do to bring color into my day
And make me happy.
Like a flower,
She always smells very pleasant because of her perfume.
My life is like a curvy road.
Just when I get on the right path and I’m going straight,
A curve always pops up out of no where and makes it more difficult,
And then throws me back off.
My family always makes something else more difficult to make a road very
Curvy.
My family is like a deck of cards.
You never know what number you are going to draw,
And with my family you never know what attitude you’re going to get:
My dad is the king of the family
And he usually makes the last decision on everything.
My step mother is the queen and she also makes decisions.
My step brother Brett is the Jack of the family,
And my step brother Tyler is the joker of the family because he keeps everyone laughing.
All of my family have different attitudes and can change when you draw the next “card”,
Otherwise ask them a question or ask them for something.
Excited!